The Hermit: Introspection

tarot card: the hermit -- introspection, solitude, facing the shadow self.


i don’t wear sweats. i stayed in and toasted the souls of the damned and the doomed. like me. rebecca still doesn’t know. i still haven’t told scar. he knows other things though -- things i’ve never told the others. 

last year, some dude did a nonconsensual thing. it wasn’t tryna be r8pey, won’t say what it was. i told him “cut that shit out.” he said “k sorry.” still. he’s a fuck.

I hope he catches something with loosey-goose boundaries like that. 

corporate life is a mindfuck. i got grilled on my work habits despite knocking everything out on time. their vague, passive-aggressive criticism feels like a power play -- it almost got me fired once. now i’m on the defense, calling out manipulation disguised as feedback. i want clarity, not games.